LISA MARIE PRESLEY ON MICHAEL JACKSON: ALL IS SAID

Friday, June 26, 2009

He Knew.
Years ago Michael and I were having a deep conversation about life in general.
I can't recall the exact subject matter but he may have been questioning me about the circumstances of my Fathers Death.
At some point he paused, he stared at me very intensely and he stated with an almost calm certainty, "I am afraid that I am going to end up like him, the way he did."
I promptly tried to deter him from the idea, at which point he just shrugged his shoulders and nodded almost matter of fact as if to let me know, he knew what he knew and that was kind of that.
14 years later I am sitting here watching on the news an ambulance leaves the driveway of his home, the big gates, the crowds outside the gates, the coverage, the crowds outside the hospital, the Cause of death and what may have led up to it and the memory of this conversation hit me, as did the unstoppable tears.
A predicted ending by him, by loved ones and by me, but what I didn't predict was how much it was going to hurt when it finally happened.
The person I failed to help is being transferred right now to the LA County Coroners office for his Autopsy.
All of my indifference and detachment that I worked so hard to achieve over the years has just gone into the bowels of hell and right now I am gutted.
I am going to say now what I have never said before because I want the truth out there for once.
Our relationship was not "a sham" as is being reported in the press. It was an unusual relationship yes, where two unusual people who did not live or know a "Normal life" found a connection, perhaps with some suspect timing on his part. Nonetheless, I do believe he loved me as much as he could love anyone and I loved him very much.
I wanted to "save him" I wanted to save him from the inevitable which is what has just happened.
His family and his loved ones also wanted to save him from this as well but didn't know how and this was 14 years ago. We all worried that this would be the outcome then.
At that time, In trying to save him, I almost lost myself.
He was an incredibly dynamic force and power that was not to be underestimated.
When he used it for something good, It was the best and when he used it for something bad, It was really, REALLY bad.
Mediocrity was not a concept that would even for a second enter Michael Jackson's being or actions.
I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him.
I was in over my head while trying.
I had my children to care for, I had to make a decision.
The hardest decision I have ever had to make, which was to walk away and let his fate have him, even though I desperately loved him and tried to stop or reverse it somehow.
After the Divorce, I spent a few years obsessing about him and what I could have done different, in regret.
Then I spent some angry years at the whole situation.
At some point, I truly became Indifferent, until now.
As I sit here overwhelmed with sadness, reflection and confusion at what was my biggest failure to date, watching on the news almost play by play The exact Scenario I saw happen on August 16th, 1977 happening again right now with Michael (A sight I never wanted to see again) just as he predicted, I am truly, truly gutted.
Any ill experience or words I have felt towards him in the past has just died inside of me along with him.
He was an amazing person and I am lucky to have gotten as close to him as I did and to have had the many experiences and years that we had together.
I desperately hope that he can be relieved from his pain, pressure and turmoil now.
He deserves to be free from all of that and I hope he is in a better place or will be.
I also hope that anyone else who feels they have failed to help him can be set free because he hopefully finally is.
The World is in shock but somehow he knew exactly how his fate would be played out some day more than anyone else knew, and he was right.


I really needed to say this right now, thanks for listening.
~LMP

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Elvis. The Unquiet Grave or The True Story of Jon Burrows

by Belkis Cuza Malé

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007


Is John Smith Elvis?

August 16, 2007:

Thirty Years and An Adios

By Belkis Cuza Male

Belkis Cuza Male with Vicent E.' kitten, August 16, 2007.
Photo by R, Cardona

In August, 2005 I started this blog as a compliment to my room in PalTalk, and with the only intention of honoring both Elvis Presley and John Smith, the personage whose voice and mysteries had ended up turning into a worrying interrogation for me. But with the only goal of throwing light on the topic of Elvis being alive, I have brought to you here the image of John Smith, and what I consider to be my truth. And I would say that I have also confirmed my suspicion that John Smith is the proper Elvis. It has not been an easy task, since with the years, John Smith had turned into a friend and the first thing is to respect his privacy.
It has been a couple of weeks, after a conversation with John in which I was shown his intentions of leaving the Internet and of resting --- due to his declining health--, I came to the conviction that this blog had already fulfilled it's task and that it is time to say good-bye to our readers here. Elvis/JohnSmiths' blog will not be erased, and unless there is an extraordinary information to communicate to you all, we will not write here again. You can, however, keep consulting it, since here it will stay as historical inventory of the one who, under the name of John Smith, has not tired of creating with his voice, new memoirs of Elvis.To all, thanks for having trusted in my honesty and my desire to be faithful to Elvis Presley and John Smiths' amazing talent. I wish the best and a healthy and long life for John Smith.

May Elvis live on forever!!

God bless you all.TCB, Adios,
Belkis Cuza Male

(Edited by a dear friend: "Precious Memory" (Tonda).

Is John Smith Elvis?

August 16, 2007: Thirty Years
and An Adios

By Belkis Cuza Male

Belkis Cuza Male, June 20, 2007.

Photo by M. Monreal and Tonda.

In August, 2005 I started this blog as a compliment to my room in PalTalk, and with the only intention of honoring both Elvis Presley and John Smith, the personage whose voice and mysteries had ended up turning into a worrying interrogation for me. But with the only goal of throwing light on the topic of Elvis being alive, I have brought to you here the image of John Smith, and what I consider to be my truth. And I would say that I have also confirmed my suspicion that John Smith is the proper Elvis. It has not been an easy task, since with the years, John Smith had turned into a friend and the first thing is to respect his privacy.

It has been a couple of weeks, after a conversation with John in which I was shown his intentions of leaving the Internet and of resting --- due to his declining health--, I came to the conviction that this blog had already fulfilled it's task and that it is time to say good-bye to our readers here. Elvis/JohnSmiths' blog will not be erased, and unless there is an extraordinary information to communicate to you all, we will not write here again. You can, however, keep consulting it, since here it will stay as historical inventory of the one who, under the name of John Smith, has not tired of creating with his voice, new memoirs of Elvis.
To all, thanks for having trusted in my honesty and my desire to be faithful to Elvis Presley and John Smiths' amazing talent. I wish the best and a healthy and long life for John Smith.

May Elvis live on forever!!

God bless you all.
TCB, Adios,

Belkis Cuza Male
(Edited by a dear friend: "Precious Memory" (Tonda).

Is John Smith Elvis?

Birthdays Party!!!!!

Friday, June 15th 2007
we will have a party
in our Pal Talk room:

Presley Family and Friends 1,

in honor of my dear friend Precious Memory and My birthday. Yes, we were born the same day: June 15th. All are welcome to attend and share the day with us. Go to www.paltalk.com and download paltalk messenger.When you have done that, make a screen name and once you've logged in, click Chat rooms and type PRESLEY in the top left corner of the box and click GO when you see Presley Family and Friends1 in the list double click it and you will find yourself at our partyfrom 6 P.M. (Central time) till we fall asleep.

Expect the Unexpected.
All are Welcome!!!!!!!!!!!
Photo: Belkis Cuza-Male, December 27, 2006.

Is John Smith Elvis?

Elvis' handwriting: February 2004. Written by John Smith.

By Belkis Cuza Male

In February of 2004, John Smith wrote these while talking and drawing in the internet with a dear friend. My friend sent them to me and I kept them from that day.
As you all can see the handwriting is that of Elvis' handwriting. I don't have any doubt. Who could have one after this proof?


Belkis Cuza Male. Photo Paula C.C. Fort Worth, TX, Nov. 17, 2006 

Elvis' handwriting. " Presley " signature. Written by John Smith, Feb. 2004

 

Elvis' handwriting. " John ". Written by John Smith, Feb. 2004

 

Elvis' handwriting " best wishes ". Written by John Smith, Feb. 2004

 

Elvis' handwriting. " is Lord ". Written by John Smith, Feb. 2004

 

Elvis' handwriting What Huh Memphis. Written by John Smith, Feb. 2004

 

Elvis' handwriting Best wishes Written by John Smith: Feb 2004